looking for peace in the storm...

God, I hurt...to the very core of my being. The emotional pain is greater then I've experienced in quite some time. Where is my anchor thru the storm? Why am I being so tossed by the waves? All I do is cry, and it isn't depression...it's grief...heart-wrenching, gut busting grief. Grief at what and who I've lost, grief over wrong choices, grief over lost opportunities, grief over failed relationships, grief...so overwhelming. Where is the light at the end of the tunnel? Where is the peace that passes all understanding? How in the world am I supposed to keep being strong for everyone else when I can barely stand!? I need unfailing, unconditional, human love and understanding to see me thru right now...where is it?? Lord, heal my aching, wounded heart.